I mean nothing...

run away oh oh oh oh.

2004-11-17T23:18:42Z

woahhhh long time no see!

I got a jizzob to support my broke ass. Sam Goody in Burlington Center. Shitty ass mall, yes. But hey, it's a job and this way I can get Christmas presents discounted. Boo-yah bitches. Haha. I'm so unbelievably relived I got this job. No more stress from my mom.

Things have been up and down. My birthday is in one month and ten days :D yippee! Christmas is soon. I still don't know what i want though. All I know is I want to go tanning and have a gym membership so I can look super sexy. Psh yeah like that's gonna happen.

I don't really have much to type about. Although I never post in here anymore. I know I should but ohhh well.

F.Y.I.

2004-10-12T21:02:07Z

In case some people are interested....

Andrew's viewing will be at Koschek and Porter (same as Ben's) from 3-5 and 6-9 on Thursday.

Friday is the funeral at 10 in the morning at Holy Assumption.

They're burying Andrew next to Ben....like he would have wanted.

This is too much to handle.

2004-10-10T13:51:27Z

I know I haven't updated in a while. I just am too busy, and no one seems to care. I just do this for myself.

It feels like as soon as I've accepted everything with Ben....something else goes wrong. I'm super heartbroken. It's unbearable. Yesterday felt like the end of the world.

I don't even know what to type.

I just wish I could bring Andrew back....I wish everything would go back to normal. We're too young to watch our friends die.

I'm so scared....everyone's getting hurt really bad or coming close to death, or dying. What's going to happen next. I just can't think about it.

I'm the biggest flirt.

2004-09-09T01:24:03Z

wooo back to school time! so exciting!

so yeah my classes are pretty good, I don't mind having half my classes with kyle. He's going to become my new best friend.

I have at least two people that I'm friends with in all of my classes. Me, Kyle, and Rich have lunch together which is super.

I lied about the friends part. I signed up for stupid tv and film cuz I needed an elective and I didn't care so now I'm with a whole bunch of freshman. That class is going to be boring to get through.

So they screwed up with me already....this morning I had a homeroom and I went there and they didn't have a schedule for me so I had to go wait in guidance. That was fun, I was listening to these two dipshits talk about stupid shit. This one said how he was taking bio cuz it's all about "plants". So now he thinks the teacher's gonna tell him how to grow weed. I swear they're so dumb.

So I find out that I didn't even have a schedule at all. I wasn't even on any of my teachers's lists. So that kinda sucked but oh well, I got mostly all of the classes I wanted.

I have till friday to read the summaries of Frankenstein. Considering I didn't even know what book we had to read till about two weeks into august. And we have a test friday. Greaaaaat.

I have four other people in my pre-calc class. The only problem....we're all girls. I can at least talk to Autumn and Shara....but I need a guy around me. I'm weird.

yep...that's it.

being productive....

2004-08-29T18:42:32Z

I woke up at 9:30....too early, considering I knew I wasn't going to be doing anything today. Talked to my mom, and my grandma on the phone for a while. Called to wake up Chris...but he's out somewhere, so that was a lost cause. Cleaned the kitchen, dining room, living room, dusted, doing laundry, changed sheets, putting clothes away, going to wind up cleaning the bathroom. Even though I don't want to, I know it's going to happen.

Sundays are a waste of day. I think that they should be erased from the week. Now that I think about it, if they weren't there, then saturday would just be a waste. I think too much.

I'm bored. Surprise, surprise!

I miss Taz :( I wish he was here so I could play with him.

I've been online for over 10 days. That's a new record...woo!

I need to do something now, even though it will keep me occupied for about 20 minutes and then I'll need something else to do.

if you wish to pay your respects...

2004-08-26T23:05:57Z

Tomorrow is going to be really hard....Ben's viewing is from 6-9. And saturday at 11 is his funeral.

so for anyone that wanted to know....that's the times. The viewing is at koscheck porter in Roebling...and mass is going to be in Holy Assumption.

It's just hard to say goodbye.

in our hearts, on our minds.

2004-08-25T04:37:28Z

so they pulled him off the life support today at 3:45....

I can't believe this happened, it's one of the worst things ever. I'm just glad I got to say goodbye.

Rest In Peace Ben, we love you so much.

ughh

2004-08-25T01:21:31Z

I'm so bored...I hate this.

I wish I had people to hangout with other than my bf and all of his friends.

I only have one close friend and I'm not gonna spend every single day with her either..I mean we have seperate lives and all.

I've realized lately that I'm a pathetic soul with NOOOO life. What's wrong with me.

All I've been doing is getting depressed lately, I just wish I could be happy.

I wish I wasn't so clingy....or something other than an annoying girl that has to hangout with her bf and his friends all the time, I'm such a damn loser.

I bet they really don't like me and they just put up with me cuz I'm with chris.

But then again I always assume the worst. The people I used to hangout with haven't even talked to me all summer...and I'm starting to think if that's my fault.

I need to grow up that's all...maybe I should disappear.

till the day we meet again...

2004-08-22T16:42:40Z

I wish I could have just laid in bed a little longer, but my mom had to call and wake me up.

Practice yesterday, wasn't that bad....I ran more than I normally would. Practice tomorrow from 3-6. At least there's no morning session, but I'll probably wind up taking chris to practice.

Yesterday, went to visit Ben...enough said.

Today, probably going again.

Right now I'm waiting for chris to wake up and call me. I just wanna see him.

I'm semi-hungry...and my legs hurt.

then he walked away....

2004-08-19T18:12:17Z

So let's see....some crazy shit has been going on lately.

I went to Florida...for about two days. I hated it, my stepmom just screamed at my dad most of the time I was there. All that went on was arguing, which I hate so much. Then I want to go into a store and everyone just basically ignores me. They left me behind and it was just shitty. I called my mom crying and she got me a plane ticket for the next day. I haven't talked to my dad for over a week...he called to see if I made it home alright. Yeah thanks for caring, asshole.

I told my mom that I wanted nothing to do with him after that. After he couldn't wait for me to get on that damn boat thing that took you back to the entrance of EPCOT. He's so senseless sometimes. He has no backbone, he couldn't even say anything to his wife after she was saying how she hated me and never wanted to see me again. I told him he could drop me off at the airport in the morning and his wife told me to just take a taxi now and stay there overnight. He's a fucking jellyfish...no substance to him, he's just there taking up space.

I love how after 17 years of him being aware of my existence NOW he wants something to do with me. That's just lovely...well now I don't want anything to do with him. I don't even wanna see his fucking face at my graduation and I don't even wanna hear his voice.

Hmmm what else is going on....

My big dog Nate bit my dog Taz....and they weren't getting along so I had to have Matthew take care of him. I'm really sad, but he said that whenever I wanted to go over there and see him I could. I'm glad, but it sucks cuz he's so old and when he dies I won't even be with him.

Soccer starts really really soon. I'm excited to start playing, I just wish I could play after the season ends too.

I went hardcore clothes shopping last week. Spent about 500 bucks. It was oh so nice. I haven't done clothes shopping like that since my birthday.

I registered at Florence a little while ago. I never got the summer reading or pre-calc work. What is that about? She didn't even mention it. Chris said he would give me the pre-calc work...but I don't know if I'll be able to do it in a week.

I'm pretty bored....I have to go to the doctor's soon. WOOO!!!

I keep getting IMs from Anthony and it's REALLY pissin me off. He needs to just leave me alone. He tells me he got his eclipse...oooh wow, I really don't care, now you're a fag with your fag car. I told him he needs to go tell his girl. THEN I find out his girl left him! haha!!!! Oh well, that sucks. The piece of trash is back in Florence. After all that trash talking saying that he left me for her, and then she goes and leaves. Oh well, to think that I'm jealous of her. No sorry, Chris is a lot better than Anthony ever was and ever will be. Some people just really need to grow up, that's all. I blocked every sn that he IMed me on, except I forget to block one and he asks me why I didn't block that one but every other name. Oh geeze, you're just trying to talk to me...get over it I don't like you at all.

He just amuses me so much...I can't get over it.

it's been too long.

2004-08-04T21:16:10Z

holy fuck it's been over a month.

Drew was right...I'm starting to be like him with my slacking of the lj updating.

I'm starting to worry too much about school and it hasn't even fucking started. But I thought about a lot of shit today and realized what I need to do and how I can go about doing all of it, and I think I'm pretty much good to go.

I've been working my ass off. Leave for Disney World on Monday. I'm gonna miss my baby :( but it's gonna be fun and I know it'll go by fast.

Going to try to get a job at Chuck E. Cheese's. I'm getting sick of Great Adventure. My bosses are fucking idiots and assholes. Not to mention I found out that one of them is a total fucking slut, another is a man whore with nasty teeth. And well everyone else has something wrong with them. I guess that's why we work in entertainment, cuz mostly all of us are theatrical and dramatic.

So things have been pretty great lately. I can't believe that summer is almost over already. It's been great...I've found my match :D. I can't let that go and I know I won't.

Friday is Warped Tour! wooooooooooieeeee. I'm so excited.

I can't wait to get back from Florida so that I can go to Hurricane Harbor. I haven't been there at all this year...I wanna go sooooo bad. I like the fact that I can drag Chris along with me whenever I wanna go.

We went to Great Adventure last week and one of the tech's that I know works in the magic show. So me and Chris go in to see it and he's all talkin to me and hitting on me right in front of chris. I was like come on leave me alone I just wanna sit down. I'm not gonna lie he has nice eyes and all but I think I'm one of the few girls that doesn't have any sort of attraction towards him, I don't think I ever have. He's just to weird....and he hits on me so much.

I think that's all I'm gonna update now...I have a bunch of other shit to do.

I'm such a slacker.

2004-07-03T01:17:11Z

Sooo, I don't think anything interesting has been going on.

I've been hangin out with chris a lot lately. uhhhh I went to see Spider-man 2 today. It was super. haha.

Went to the beach a few days ago...that was a lot of fun. Smoked a blunt outside of the car, like it was no big deal.

One week till Saves The Day and Boys Night Out. I just gotta get my ticket soon. I'm excited.

I'm supposed to be going to another crazy party tonight, I'm just waiting for my ride to call me and say that they're on their way. Man I hate waiting sometimes...I just get so eager.

ahhh I'm bored, I think I might go and finish watching tv....ugh and wait some more.

you don't love me, you just know me.

2004-06-26T02:06:14Z

Sooo.....I guess I have a lot to update on, as if people cared. I just do it for myself.

So I'm workin at great adventure four days a week. It's nice, I have good days off, and I get more money.

my summer's been pretty great. I went to a few parties and met some crazy people. Rode on a fire truck through a field in the middle of the night. I was the designated driver. Got a prank phone call and had everyone in the party cracking up. I still don't know who called me, but I had people talkin shit to them.

Went to the beach twice already, going again next week. I'm gonna start playing my guitar again. I need a hobby, I'm still thinking of what I can do.

Nothing really too exciting has happened. Anthony decided he would ask me if I knew where his gf was. HAHA!!!! Does he have balls or what. It's not my fault his girl ran away from his house, yet again. I heard she was in Florence. He took it upon himself to ask for my help. Yeah right, I'm gonna help him get info about the girl he left me for. Yeah whatever, he can lick my balls! HAHA! My life is so much better after I left him. I don't feel obligated to be with someone all the time. I wanted a bf, not someone to babysit. I'm glad he left me, now he can see what he really got himself into.

Yeah well, that's it for now. I'm out.

wooo no more Hamilton West!

2004-06-16T15:12:38Z

Today was the last day of school, showed up at 8:30 got my yearbook, had a few people sign it. Yeah and I mean a few....not many people were in school. I left that shit early and came home a little after 10.

The yearbooks are red with gold on them, that's not even close to our colors. They look so ugly. I don't care...I mean it's not that big of a deal.

I'm so glad it's finally summer, it just sucks I'm probably gonna be working so much. Oh well, at least it won't be school.

Now I'm sitting at home bored, I wish I had something to do....the carnival is in Hamilton, I really feel like going. Except not by myself.

yeah that's it

woaaah two weeks, this is a new record

2004-06-11T20:58:58Z

So I haven't updated in a while. I don't know I guess I've just been lazy. I figured I could update now since I'm sitting at home, bored, nothing to do. Woah is me.

Let's see...Florence prom was fun, after prom was....another story. Nuff said.

Don't work at Limited Too anymore. Gave them my two weeks notice, was supposed to go yesterday for my last day but didn't show up. I'm such a fuckhead.

Great Adventure is fun...except that I got a phone call today and I can't work nights anymore cuz of "minor violations" I guess that means someone fucked up...I dunno. That sucks, now I have to work from 12-8:30. I liked working nights, we didn't really have to do much.

Went over Jarrett's on Wednesday and went swimming, that was fun...except the pool was cold so I just stood in the shallow end. We watched some crazy ass black people line dancing. It was weird, and I can't explain anything about that.

Yesterday hung out with crazy people most of the day. Went to Colombus, got myself some funnel cake and lemonade. Yummmmmy. Me and Chippy were on our way to the mall and I decided I didn't want to go so I turned around. We headed on over to Andrew's and saw some crazy people there too. Pirate John was there with his green legs. Haha....went for a ride, then went to gay ass burlington center. Got some Burger King, had a terrible stomach ache, went home studied...don't remember what I studied. Passed out.

I've had four finals so far. My brain is frying like an egg, especially after algebra. I thought I was going to die. After the history final me and Dyan played perfection, that was unbelievable amounts of fun. We're pro's at our shapes...like little kids.

Other than that, not really much has been going on. I've been hangin out with Chris (captain chippy haha), workin, studying. I can't wait till school is over. I need my sleep.

I got my tickets for warped tour, along with about 8 other people. I'm so friggin excited now.

I'm trying to get all my friends to get season passes at great adventure so I have someone to go there with whenever I want. I told Chris I'd pay for his cuz he's a lazy ass and doesn't work. I don't even know the meaning of that. But anyway! I need to find something to do...I think I actually might wind up driving around by myself. Oh what fun.

This is the part where I bitch

2004-05-28T00:49:38Z

So yeah, things are good and bad and good and bad all at the same time.

I'm getting more hours at Limited Too, that's good.
I stayed up till 12:30 lastnight so I could finish my essay, bad.
I'm tired as fuck, bad.
My paycheck was less than 30 dollars, bad.
I owe Chris 30, and I have to get my hair done tomorrow with no money, bad.
I'm trying to save my gas because I have no money to pay for the ass raping price of gas, that's fuckin bad.
School is stressing me out to no end, bad.
I can't miss anymore days unexcused or I'll lose credit, horrible.
The kitchen is finished, that's good but not really a big deal to me.
I'm going to the Florence prom tomorrow, good.
Kait's going too, good.
My body is so sore I can't walk, bad.
I still have this terrible cold, bad.
I haven't been able to hangout with Niver for a while and I'm starting to miss him, bad.
People that I hardly hangout with or don't hangout with at all are asking me for rides, bad....for them too cuz they can go fuck themselves.
Finals are in two weeks, bad.
I sleep in a lot of my classes, bad.
Hungout with Brian for the first time in six months the other day, very very good.
Niver bought me a chocolate peanut butter milkshake, wonderful.
NFG "Hit or Miss" brings back the memories of freshman year, awesome.
I love my job at Great Adventure, unbelievably good.
I enjoy working at Limited Too, so far so good.
I miss my mommy, bad.
I feel like a douche for complaining in this entry, bad.
I do have a right to bitch because it IS my lj, good.
I'm going over Chris's and I'll wind up passing out on his soft couch, great.
Going to Florence next year, wooooo!
Looking forward to playing soccer, :D.
Still really fucking tired, ugh.

I think that's basically it. I just can't wait till school is over with so I'm not all stressed out over this stuff.

I guess I'll never escape the pointlessness

2004-05-19T00:36:55Z

I don't know why I'm still being bothered with. Some people should just leave me alone for a reason. You keep making 49503756073 sn's and whatever. It's fuckin retarded.

I left you alone, maybe you should leave me alone. I guess you just don't have anything to keep you occupied.

On other notes....start working for real at Great Adventure on Saturday. That'll be funnnnnn.

I gotta bring Niver his sweatshirt. I should make him get it, cuz he left it in my car. I think it looks better on me anyway. Haha.

I don't think I have much to say now.....I guess if you're gonna read my lj I should at least let you know how I feel....we all have a right to our opinions. I've got my opinion, oh you bet I do.

I'm out.

shit is just crazy

2004-05-16T18:29:31Z

I don't know what to do anymore...so much has been on my mind, I seriously can't take it.

I have to talk to him about this, it's serious. I don't think he ever believes me or ever will. I don't think he'll ever understand either. I just want to be friends, but sometimes I just can't take the way he is. I wonder why I stick around for him. Maybe I'm there for a reason. I just can't take crying over it anymore. I can't stop him from doing what he wants to do...but if it's gonna hurt a lot of people in the long run, then I guess I can try. It feels like history is repeating itself. Last time I got the cold shoulder I just gave up. I try to stick around but it kinda hurts. I feel like I just care WAY too much, and it's not worth it.

I was thinkin about when we started to hangout again, I missed you a lot. I'm starting to miss you again. I feel like you don't even want to be my friend. Maybe I'm just getting too attached.

I wound up not partying this weekend. I didn't really feel like it, our plans got screwed as always. The boardwalk was fun. I got my one leg buried in the sand...that was just odd.

so many people are having barbaques around here, I wish I could join in....then again I don't.

I've been in the shittiest mood lately, I hate it. It's like I don't want to do anything...but I get like this once in a while.

bbbbbeauuuuuutiful

2004-05-10T23:41:26Z

So today was....eventful. I wound up waking up at 7:45 so I was late to school.

School was eh. Same as always. I was walking to meet up with Paul and I put my arms out to block his way and he picks me up and starts running with me and slams me into steve. I thought I was gonna fall on my ass, and give everyone a show with my skirt.

I thought I had work today, but I was a call in...so I drove all the way there for no reason. But I definitaly work Thursday, and Wednesday I'm a call in. That sorta sucks, I want some hours so I can make money.

My grandma and my aunt came over today. Grandma gave me some money :D always a plus.

I'm sitting here bored, no one is online and I feel like going for a walk, but not in the mood to go by myself. I'd walk up to visit Niver, but I don't think I can drink a milkshake today. I haven't hung out with him in like a week, it's like I'm neglecting him.

Ugh I'm bored and there's nothing to do!!!!!!!!!! I think I might have a bowl of ice cream. I'm all super excited to go to prom on Friday :D and I'm going to Florence's prom in two weeks. It's oh so exciting, I'm getting good use out of my dress I know that.

Yeah that's it for now.

tell me, how does one exactly "suck a fuck"?

2004-05-10T02:16:31Z

sooo yeah I haven't updated in a while. I don't know i guess I've been busy, maybe I haven't.

Friday went to Rutgers....that was fun. Until I went out in the morning and someone threw a bucket of puke out their window and it landed on my car and put a dent in my hood. It was gross, but I had to laugh about it at the same time. So much crazy shit happened, I don't think I'd get into all of it....I walked around in my bathing suit and someone's robe. I don't know why I did that.

So then I came home saturday, got ready for work. Boring ass orientation it was so repetitive. People were being such assholes, I was ready to punch them. Thank God I won't be working in the same department as them.

Went to the mall got my mommy a George Forman grill for mother's day, cuz I'm the best. Went to shop rite, loitered. Got some food, the usual.

I hung out with Chris, I was so tired from the five hours of sleep I got the night before. I just kept falling asleep.

Sooooo nothing else, that's it....my head is killing me.

You make me feel like I am free again.

2004-05-01T15:52:35Z

Sooo let's see. Yesterday was eventful.

The school had a charity softball game, Paul got me a ticket for it. I figured, get the ticket, and then just leave and not go to the game. But then Pete and Paul were like nah let's just go to the game, we have nothing better to do. Yeah, after about ten mins we were like ummmm yeah we do have better stuff to do. So we tried to get out of there, but they're really gay and wouldn't let us leave. But we just left and didn't go back to ninth period.

I went to Shop Rite, got my check and told Rob I wasn't coming in anymore. He said I was fired, but I checked the schedule and i was on it, with more days than I usually worked. I was like yeah, okay Rob I'm really fired. So that felt good to get my last check and be out of there.

Me Pete and Paul went to Scotto's and got some pizza, damn was it good. Haha. We wound up going to the mall and just hangin around. We went back to Pete's house, where me and Paul fell asleep on this recliner. My leg twitched and woke me up, of course when does that not happen to me. I was actually getting some good nappage until Hayley called cuz she was standing outside. So yeah I was kinda groggy.

We all went up to Oxford Valley cuz Pete's gf (Heather) had to get a dress for prom. I was in the store sitting in the big poofy dresses, I kinda got lost in them. I was standing there with Paul and I was thinking about how I didn't need to be there because I already had my dress. So we went to Hollister, I got myself a shirt...then I got a pretzel and lemonade. So we went back to the dress store after for another half hour which is like hell. Ugh, I'm so glad it's only me and my mom that go dress shopping....I was like it's actually NOT that hard to pick out a dress you like. But whatev....I felt bad I was supposed to hangout with Chris and didn't get a chance to so I'm making it up to him today.

My evening was....eventful, other than me being tired as poo. I got my second wind at like 12 and I got my full ten hours of sleep, it was sweeeet.

I hope you choke on those words, that kiss, that bottle

2004-04-30T03:47:54Z

Sooo let's see...today I hung out with Kait, that was fun. Went to Moorestown Mall cuz I had an interview with Limited Too. Haha, I'm an employee there...that's so great! I start on monday, and I'm super excited.

Yesterday, I went to six flags with Heather. We got jobs there too, but we're only working weekends till around June or something. Limited too is really cool about the schedule and everything, so I'm really excited. After that I went over Niver's. Interesting stuff always happens when we hang out. It's great though. Some guy fell at Rita's right before we got there so there was ice cream on the ground and an ambulance and I was like hmm maybe I should slip on the water and get some money. Haha. I made him a hemp belt, he made me a bracelet. I'm happy :D. He's going to see Matt this weekend, so I have to get a few minutes in tomorrow to see him.

I don't think too much has been going on. Except today has been super weird. Me and Dyan were driving back to school after lunch and there was a dildo in the road. That was pretty funny. It was gone after school. I wore pink pants to school today, some guy was driving out of the parking lot and he looks at me and says "I like pink pants" and I looked at him and was just like that's nice. It was pretty weird. The silliest pickup line I've ever heard.

I watched Texas Chainsaw Massacre. Fucking freaky as hell. I think I'm gonna have nightmares because of my unbelievable fear of chainsaws....I couldn't take the noise when they had it own so I just started talking to kait during those parts.

I'm tired as hell, I'm so glad tomorrow's Friday. I'm actually excited for Monday and to start working at the mall. It's gonna be greaaat.

this story's old but it goes on and on until we dissappear

2004-04-26T01:03:06Z

Well, friday was prom. It was fun. I'm glad I went with Niver, we had a good time. He saw Scott there and he was like "I know that kid" and I just looked at Niver and said, yeah he was the one that was on Made. We dropped off Lindsay and her date, then I went back to his house at about 12. We drove to the shore and got there at like 2:30. I was so tired, I thought I was gonna pass out when we got there. I got my second wind. The fuckin maid like busted the door open she just knocked and unlocked it right away, I was like damn, can't a nigga get some sleep. It was impossible, and the bed sucked, it had a hole in it. Haha.

We went to the boardwalk for like the whole day. I saw so many people. White Rice was standing outside an arcade with a beer bong in his hand. He was ready to party. So we hungout at the boardwalk with Niver's cousin and his friend. So yeah my weekend was interesting. To say the least.

Today I hungout with Chris and this kid Ben. We went up to the mall, I saw Kait at work for the first time in like 8 months. I can't believe it's been that long. So I told her to call me cuz I was getting her in trouble at work. I kinda felt bad, but it happens to me too...I know the feeling. She's gonna call me tonight, so that should be fun.

I'm tired, I just wanna go to sleep now, but I know I'm going to stay up really late. Oh well no surprise.

btw...nothing beats driving the wrong way down a one way street and not realizing it for about two miles. Nice.

I'm not the way you think I am

2004-04-22T23:12:48Z

So today was a pretty good day. Heather and Dyan took a ride with me today. Went to my grandma's to get money, talked for a little bit. Then went to Italian People's to get Dyan's working papers. She's so lucky, workin with White Rice. Hahaha. Then we went up to six flags and me and Heather filled out applications. It's so great, she's doing games and I'm doing the character. It's gonna be so much fun! I've always wanted to do something like that. I get paid 6.75 they only take out like 4 for the union. I get a season's pass, and I get six guest passes after I work there for a month.

So tomorrow is the prom. I'm excited, except it's supposed to rain. Which really sucks, but maybe it won't...I hope. This weekend is gonna be nice. That's really good too.

I might be going to the senior prom this year too! I'm so fuckin happy about that :D Everything is going good, I just hope it stays this way. No more shop rite! woooo!

Tomorrow I get out of school at one...wonderful. No Marine Bio test for me! and NO CHEMISTRY! Yes, that's so exciting.

There's this kid that was in my gym class and I found out today that he raped this girl that he worked with. He was in jail for like two days and he got bailed out. It's scary to know that someone you go to school with is a rapist. I'm not afraid he's gonna rape me there, but it's creepy. Oh well, I guess I REALLY need to go back to Florence, after that shit.

Sooo, yeah I think that's it. Me and Chris are gonna get some ice cream when he gets home. I wanna go for a walk and he'll go with me. I can go for a chocolate peanut butter shake yummmy. Especially one made by Niver haha, even better. Yeahhhh so this hot pocket is gettin cold.

you want apologies, you might as well hold your breath till your breathing stops forever

2004-04-22T03:16:47Z

I think I'm getting sick. NOT GOOD! Ugh, this sucks. I'm gonna make my mom give me drugs to make me better.

Lastnight, stayed over my granny's. She made such a good dinner. Got my eyebrows waxed, wasn't doing anything at work so I left early. I was pissed.

Today, nothing exciting. I get to leave early Friday for my hair to get done at 1:30....and the prom is at 7....nice. Well, yeah it sucks, I wish I was getting my hair done at like four at the earliest but oh well. Found out I might be going to senior prom with my friend Paul. Since he doesn't have a date I offered. I got the dress and all so I might as well put it to use.

I got a free pizza at work. They were selling them for like 2.99 or something like that and one of the managers asked me if I wanted one and he paid for it, I was like ALRIGHT! Free pizza, I mean why would you turn that down. So I was glad I went into work.

I might take a ride up to six flags tomorrow, see about getting a job. Next week, going to the mall to see what I can do there. I wish there were a lot of places hiring, but probably not.

well I should go to bed, so I don't get even more sick.